Puraana Shaher Usse Raas Nahi Aa Raha Tha...

Wahi shaher, wahi log,
magar ek bilkul naya mahaul..........

Sab kuch jaana-pahchaana tha, magar usse bahut ajnabi lag raha tha. Aisa nahi tha ki wo pahli baar kisi parichit jagah gaya ho. magar pata nahi kyun iss shaher mein usse kuch "ajeeb" sa lag raha tha. Wo khud nahi jaanta tha ki usse kya takleef hai, bus ek baat pata thi ki mann "ramm" nahi raha tha.

Wo roz-roz ki wahi meetings, presentations & corporate parties se borr ho chuka tha. Usse wo sab kuch haasil tha, jo shayad ek aam aadmi ko khushnuma zindgi ke liye chahiye hota hai. Magar kahin na kahin koi "tees" uthti thi uske mann mein. Wo aaj akele baith kar kuch puraane records nikal kar sun raha tha, ki ek gaane ne uski rooh ko hila kar rakh diya tha...

Wo rona chahta tha..phoot-phoot kar, magar ro naa saka.
Ek mard hokar iss tarah rona usse kuch atpata lag raha tha.
Usne coffee machine se ek coffee nikali aur record band kar diya.
Phir khidki se bahar dekhte hue usse wo puraane din yaad aane lage,
aur wo room mein aa gaya....

Wo uss raat so naa saka..
kafi purani yaadein uske dimag ki dahleej par dastak deti rahi,
aur wo un sab ko ansuna karta raha tha...

"Purana shaher" usse raas nahi aa raha tha...

एक आशा की किरण....

एक आशा की किरण वो होती है.....
जो आपको रास्ता दिखाती है,
जो आपके अस्तित्व को वज़न देती है,
जो आपके होने का मतलब बताती है,
जो आपको नाज़ुक पलों में संभालती है,
जो आपके डगमगाते कदमों को सही राह दिखाती है,
जो आपके साथ तब होती है जब आपको उसकी जरूरत होती हैं,
जो हमेशा आपको अच्छा महसूस कराती है,
जो आपको जीने के लिए प्रेरित करती है,
जो आपको आगे बढ़ने की सलाह देती है,
जो आपको प्रयत्नशील रखती है,
जो आपके प्रगतिशील रखती है,
जो आपको सदा रोशनी की तरफ़ ले जाती है,
जिसके साथ आप ख़ुद को और बेहतर बनाते हो।
इसलिए "आशा की किरण" आवश्यक है हर एक के लिए......

Silence........Why?

When people asked me-" Why are you so silent?"
Suddenly I don't understand what to answer this question.Then I smile and reply-"Nothing...even I don't know that I am silent". Then I relax a bit.

But why such questions are asked? When I speak a lot, nobody ask-" Why are you speaking too much?" then why at silence? Well generally people feel that if you are silent then either you are not happy or you are tensed or you are having any problem or the most common you are broken or hurted.

Why so much bothering?
Why they can't stop asking and asking?
Why they can't do their own business?
Why they expect an answer everytime?
Why they try to be too caring?
Why they express that they notice us a lot?
Why they suggest many solutions to come out of sadness(they feel)?

"Silence" is a word which arise "A full package of questions?"

Her New Way Of Life.....

I never saw her in that way.....
Beautiful eyes with full of tears,
were telling a deep story.
She never wanted to weep, to be hurt,
but unfortunately she was.....
Simultaneously she absorbed her tears within her beautiful eyes,
and now she does not want to weep anymore,
for an unexpected desire.
She has changed completely.
She used to laugh with full of her heart,
She used to be talkative,
She used to be too naughty,
She hardly used to be serious and many more habits.....
Now she laughs....but like a forced laugh
she talks to people but with limited words.
She weeps but with dry eyes....there are no more tears in her eyes.
She likes her new way of life, she likes to be serious, she likes to be alone.

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or may be she is forcing herself to like this way of life.
can't say......perhaps don't know...!!

Unanswerable......

Today i am not happy......

Reason- I don't know. And i don't bother about that. Sometimes we usually feel broken without any particular reason. And nothing is wierd about that, i mean any person can be happy or sad without any reason. I like to be unanswerable in few situations. I don't want anybody around me when i am broken.The fact is that i don't want to answer any question which is arising in other person's mind. I hate to be asked when i am sad. Sadness is not my habit or liking, even its unlikely to me, but you never know what is going to happen with you,or what you are going to face next? And then you react in such a manner which is not of your kind.

Ek Sawaal....

Kabhi zindgi ko nazdeek se dekha hai?
shayad nahi.....ya fir shayad dekhna nahi chaha.Wazah kuch bhi rahi ho magar hum mein se kitne log hote hain jo jeeven ki satyata...uski nirantarta...uski kadwaahat...uska meethapan...sachche hriday ke saath swikaar kar paate hain? Jawab khud se poochho...!!

Aaj ye sawal poochhne ka koi khaas tatparya nahi hai mera, magar ye sawaal kafi dino se mann ke kisi kone me kahin daba hua tha shayad, jo aaj ubhar kar hoothon pe aa gaya.
Kabhi sahi jawab nahi mil paya......aaj bhi nahi....shayad tabhi.
Mujhe aaj bhi intzaar hai sahi jawab ka ki "Zindgi nazdeek se kaisi dikhai deti hai?"

Naa Jaane Kyun...

Mujhe aaj bhi usse mohabbat hai,
magar naa jaane kyun...
ab iss mohabbat mein pahle si shiddat nahi rahi.

Mujhe aaj bhi uski yaad aati hai,
magar naa jaane kyun...
ab iss dil ko sitaron ke saath haal-e-dil kahne ki aadat nahi rahi.

Mujhe aaj bhi uska intzaar rahta hai,
magar naa jaane kyun...
ab usse milne ki tadap nahi rahi.

Kabhi-kabhi sochti hoon kaisi ho gayi hoon main,
bilkul "USS" jaisi ho gayi hoon main.