Puraana Shaher Usse Raas Nahi Aa Raha Tha...

Wahi shaher, wahi log,
magar ek bilkul naya mahaul..........

Sab kuch jaana-pahchaana tha, magar usse bahut ajnabi lag raha tha. Aisa nahi tha ki wo pahli baar kisi parichit jagah gaya ho. magar pata nahi kyun iss shaher mein usse kuch "ajeeb" sa lag raha tha. Wo khud nahi jaanta tha ki usse kya takleef hai, bus ek baat pata thi ki mann "ramm" nahi raha tha.

Wo roz-roz ki wahi meetings, presentations & corporate parties se borr ho chuka tha. Usse wo sab kuch haasil tha, jo shayad ek aam aadmi ko khushnuma zindgi ke liye chahiye hota hai. Magar kahin na kahin koi "tees" uthti thi uske mann mein. Wo aaj akele baith kar kuch puraane records nikal kar sun raha tha, ki ek gaane ne uski rooh ko hila kar rakh diya tha...

Wo rona chahta tha..phoot-phoot kar, magar ro naa saka.
Ek mard hokar iss tarah rona usse kuch atpata lag raha tha.
Usne coffee machine se ek coffee nikali aur record band kar diya.
Phir khidki se bahar dekhte hue usse wo puraane din yaad aane lage,
aur wo room mein aa gaya....

Wo uss raat so naa saka..
kafi purani yaadein uske dimag ki dahleej par dastak deti rahi,
aur wo un sab ko ansuna karta raha tha...

"Purana shaher" usse raas nahi aa raha tha...

एक आशा की किरण....

एक आशा की किरण वो होती है.....
जो आपको रास्ता दिखाती है,
जो आपके अस्तित्व को वज़न देती है,
जो आपके होने का मतलब बताती है,
जो आपको नाज़ुक पलों में संभालती है,
जो आपके डगमगाते कदमों को सही राह दिखाती है,
जो आपके साथ तब होती है जब आपको उसकी जरूरत होती हैं,
जो हमेशा आपको अच्छा महसूस कराती है,
जो आपको जीने के लिए प्रेरित करती है,
जो आपको आगे बढ़ने की सलाह देती है,
जो आपको प्रयत्नशील रखती है,
जो आपके प्रगतिशील रखती है,
जो आपको सदा रोशनी की तरफ़ ले जाती है,
जिसके साथ आप ख़ुद को और बेहतर बनाते हो।
इसलिए "आशा की किरण" आवश्यक है हर एक के लिए......

Silence........Why?

When people asked me-" Why are you so silent?"
Suddenly I don't understand what to answer this question.Then I smile and reply-"Nothing...even I don't know that I am silent". Then I relax a bit.

But why such questions are asked? When I speak a lot, nobody ask-" Why are you speaking too much?" then why at silence? Well generally people feel that if you are silent then either you are not happy or you are tensed or you are having any problem or the most common you are broken or hurted.

Why so much bothering?
Why they can't stop asking and asking?
Why they can't do their own business?
Why they expect an answer everytime?
Why they try to be too caring?
Why they express that they notice us a lot?
Why they suggest many solutions to come out of sadness(they feel)?

"Silence" is a word which arise "A full package of questions?"

Her New Way Of Life.....

I never saw her in that way.....
Beautiful eyes with full of tears,
were telling a deep story.
She never wanted to weep, to be hurt,
but unfortunately she was.....
Simultaneously she absorbed her tears within her beautiful eyes,
and now she does not want to weep anymore,
for an unexpected desire.
She has changed completely.
She used to laugh with full of her heart,
She used to be talkative,
She used to be too naughty,
She hardly used to be serious and many more habits.....
Now she laughs....but like a forced laugh
she talks to people but with limited words.
She weeps but with dry eyes....there are no more tears in her eyes.
She likes her new way of life, she likes to be serious, she likes to be alone.

.

.

.

.


or may be she is forcing herself to like this way of life.
can't say......perhaps don't know...!!